Lovelust-betrayal

Better In Time

2011-05-11T16:10:00.000+08:00

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gonna be OK

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gonna be OK

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

[Chorus: X2]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

14042011 - Picnic.

2011-04-15T02:08:00.000+08:00

W45Q

2011-03-29T18:34:00.000+08:00

2011-02-08T14:57:00.000+08:00

Thanks for everything that you had done for me for the past 23 months. And how you would always be there for me since secondary 3, no matter where and when.

If it wasn't for your patience, endurance and love, we wouldn't had make it this far today. I know it ain't easy for you all these while, especially when I go really unreasonable with my attitude and/or shit.

No amount of words can express how much I appreciate whatever you had done for me all these while.

p/s: Remember to take good care of yourself when you're over there. Do not catch cold or fall sick, and come back in one full piece looking more like a fatty pig. Heheh.

Happy 23rd months fatty bibi. ♥
I love you, now till forever.

♥♥♥

2011-01-30T13:34:00.002+08:00

2011-01-17T14:37:00.002+08:00

Hi babies, surprise to see your face here?

Don't be too touched with what I'm gonna say next okay. ^^

Have I ever mentioned to you all that I always looked forward to going school everyday in Semester 1 because of you two?

You girls never fail to brighten my days in class every single day.

Because you two have the brightest and nicest smile, to cheer me up when I'm feeling real down.

Hey, fierce girl.

Do you know how much stronger you made me after spending 1 semester with you?

You made me know that, I got to be tough and strong, so I won't get myself bullied.

Since then, I always told myself that, I will not let anyone bully me.

I believe that you would be able to find your perfect abang in the near future.

Cause you're one nice, best, wonderful and talented girl. ♥

Hey, Sotong.

Do you know how much laughter you had brought me and W16B in the first semester?

You never fail to make us laugh with your (dirty) jokes, innocent thinking and everything else.

You also always help to plan outings, so that the class can bond together.

I'm glad that you'd found your right abang and he is treating you well.

I hope you can last long with him till forever, cause I can see you're really happy with him. ♥

I wanna thank you girls for being such nice wonderful friends since semester 1 till now.

And always being there for me whenever I needed someone or feeling low.

I'm not good with words and can't express myself well.

But all I want to say is, I hope this friendship of ours could last for the longest time ever.

♥♥♥

100 days.

2011-01-02T21:47:00.002+08:00

Message: Peter and Tina are sitting in the park doing nothing, but just gazing into the sky, while all their friends are having fun with their beloved half.
Tina: I'm so bored. Just wish I have a boyfriend now to spend time with.
Peter: I guess we're the only leftovers. We're the only person who isn't with a date now.
(both sigh n silence for a while)

Tina: I think I have a good idea. Lets play a game
Peter: Eh? What game?
Tina: Eem..It's quite simple. You be my boyfriend for 100 days and I'll be your girlfriend for 100 days. what do you think?
Peter: Oookay..Anyway I don't have any plan for the next few months.
Tina: You sound like you aren't looking forward to it at all. Cheer up. Today will be our first day and our first date. Where should we go?
Peter: What about a movie? I heard that there is a really great movie in theater now.
Tina: Seems like I don't have any better idea than this. Lets move. (went to watch their movies and sent each other home)

Day 2:
Peter and Tina went to a concert together, and Peter bought Tina a keychain with a star.

Day 3:
They went shopping together for a friend's birthday present. Share an ice-cream together and hugged each other for the first time.

Day 7:

Peter drove Tina up onto a mountain and they watch the sunset together. When the night came and the moon glowed, they said sat on the grass gazing at the stars together. A meteor passed by. Tina mumbled something.

Day 25:
Spend time at a themepark and got onto rollercoasters, and ate hotdogs and cotton candy. Peter and Tina got in the haunted house and Tina grabbed someone's hand instead of Peter's hand by accident. They laughed together for a while.

Day 67:
They drove pass a circus and decided to get in to watch the show. The midget asked Tina to play a part as his assistant in the magic show. Went around to see other entertainments around after the show. Came to a fortune teller and she just said "Treasure every moment from now on" and a tear rolled down the fortune teller's cheek.

Day 84:
Tina suggested that they go to the beach. The beach wasn't so crowded that day. They have their first kiss with each other just as the sun is setting.

Day 99:
They decided to have a simple day and is deciding to have a walk around the city. They sits down onto a bench.

1:23 pm
Tina: I'm thirsty. Lets rest for a while first.
Peter: Wait here while I go buy some drinks. What would you like?
Tina: Eem...Apple juice will be just fine.

1:43 pm
Tina waiting for about 20 minutes and Peter havent return. Then someone walked up to her.
Stranger: Is your name Tina?
Tina: Yes, and may I help you?
Stranger: Just now down there on the street a drunk driver has crashed into a guy. I think its your friend.
Tina ran over to the spot with the stranger and sees Peter lying on the floor with blood over his face and her apple juice still in his hands. The ambulance came and she went to the hospital with Peter. Tina sat outside the emergency room for five and a half hours. The doctor came out, and he sigh.

11:51 pm
Doctor: I'm sorry, but we did the best we could. He is still breathing now but God would take him away from us very soon. We found this letter inside his pocket.

The doctor hands over the letter to Tina and she goes into the room to see Peter. He look weak but peaceful. Tina read the letter and then she burst into tears. Here is what the letter said.

Tina,
Our 100 days is almost over. I had fun with you during all these days. Although you may be greedy sometimes and less thoughtful, but these all brought happiness into my life. I have realize that you are a really cute girl and blamed myself for never taken the time to knowing that. I have nothing much to ask for, but I just wish that we can extend the day. I want to be your boyfriend forever and wish that you can be beside me all the time. Tina, I love you.

11:58
Tina: (sobbing) Peter. Did you know what was the wish I made on the night there was a meteor. I asked God to let us last forever. We were suppose to last 100 days so Peter! You can't leave me! I LOVE YOU, but can you come back to
me now? I love you Peter. I LOVE YOU.

As the clock struck twelve, Peter's heart stopped beating.
It was 100 days.

2010-12-16T13:16:00.001+08:00

Bestfriend, come back soon okay.

I have so much to tell you. :'(

Have I ever mention how grateful I am to have you as my bestfriend?

I'm thankful for whatever you had done for me all these 3 years.

You were more than a bestfriend, you are just like a big brother to me.

Thank you for always rushing down whenever I call you crying.

Thank you for always lending me to listening ear 'cause I needed to rant.

Thank you for always giving me the best advices.

Thank you for always treating me like your little sister.

No amount of thank you can express the gratitude I have towards you.

You will be my bestest bestfriend, ever.

2010-12-15T21:27:00.000+08:00

2010-12-10T00:52:00.001+08:00

W16B: Girls wear dress day. ♥

2010-11-16T20:18:00.001+08:00

19 months of (L)

2010-10-08T23:43:00.001+08:00

Happy 19th months Fatty Bi! ♥

You know I love you.

2010-10-06T21:03:00.001+08:00

Credits: lifeis-fullof-surprises

15 random facts about me.

2010-09-17T22:20:00.001+08:00

1) I have a phobia for Winter Melon drinks.
2) I can touch my nose using my tongue.
3) I can't sleep without feeling my blanket on me.
4) I can cry over the slightest thing.
5) I prefer dark chocolate than milk/white chocolates.
6) I don't take raw egg yolk cause I dislike the taste.
7) I have a habbit of moving my feet while lying on the bed.
8) I can go 'Awwww' for the slightest thing.
9) I have phobia for height.
10) I talk to myself when I'm thinking or alone.
11) I get angry/irritated easily when I'm hungry.
12) I often scare myself with my own imagination.
13) I squeeze toothpaste from the bottom to the top.
14) I fear (flying) insects.
15) I wet my toothbrush before/after I put the toothpaste.

W16B 2D1N.

2010-09-05T14:52:00.001+08:00

Baby. ♥

W16B. ♥♥♥

Bs. ♥

The rest is on Facebook. :) Back to studying. Buhbye.

Bs.

2010-08-18T22:45:00.003+08:00

I had a date with the Bs today. I had a fun time with them, though I suppose I was in my own world most of the time. :/ Heh, shall post some pictures when Nurul uploaded them. :D

♥♥♥

(Pretend you didn't see my tummy.)

Baby and Baliao. ♥

The rest is on Facebook. Kay bye.

W16B ftw!

2010-08-14T10:10:00.001+08:00

We spent 75 days together.

I'm so gonna miss you all, everyone in W16B.

Thanks for the memories. ♥

2010-08-12T10:13:00.000+08:00

I think maybe every one day, I should post a dedication to the people who are the most important in my life. To show how much I appreciate whatever they had done for me, and how much I love them.

MAYBE only ah, but stay tune! :D

2010-08-11T14:24:00.002+08:00

It's about being alone, not being left out.
Damn.

Kay, nothing much more to say. Goodbye.

Appreciation.

2010-08-05T08:50:00.000+08:00

I decided to keep my blog alive by posting more frequently. In case there are still any readers for my dead blog.

After since the NBG's incident, I seen through a lot of things already. Like those who was really there for me throughout. Including those hypocrites who pretend to be there and bitch bout it.

For those who give me lots of advices and hear me whine.
For those who genuinely cared about how I felt.
For those who concerned about my safety.
For those who were there for me through it all.

I thank all those who fits what I stated above. You guys really made me felt so touched during the NBG's incident.

For those who just wanna bitch and gossip about it. All I can say is thank you for giving me a chance to see your true colours and how hyprocritical people can get.

Names are not stated, so don't assume. Those who were really there for me, they should know it best. ♥

2010-08-03T10:41:00.003+08:00

I want to post, but I got not much to post since life pretty much mundane. :/
Okay, I doubt I will be posting so often since there's nothing much happening these days. Other than stuffs that I would confide in true friends.

Kay bye.
Anything follow me on Twitter since I'm more active there, help me click on my advertisments too! :D

2010-07-31T14:14:00.001+08:00

I love you mommy, but you don't love me :(

2010-07-28T08:16:00.000+08:00

Hi, Mommy. I'm your baby. You don't know me yet, I'm only a few weeks old. You're going to find out about me soon, though, I promise. Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I've got beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don't have it yet, but I will when I'm born. I'm going to be your only child, and you'll call me your one and only. I'm going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each other. We'll help each other, and love each other. I want to be a doctor when I grow up.

You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn't wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already.

Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me! ...He wasn't happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don't think that you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don't think I understand yet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay... but I was very sad for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That's a sound I don't like. It doesn't make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after, and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I'm not sure if I do. It wasn't right. You say he loves you... why would he hurt you? I don't like it, Mommy.

Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and you're so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes, and you were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most beautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I'm happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart.

I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love you, Mommy.

Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting funny and he wasn't talking right. He said he didn't want you. I don't know why, but that's what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry, Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won't let you get hurt! I promise to protect you. Daddy is bad. I don't care if you think that he is a good person, I think he's bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn't want us. He doesn't like me. Why doesn't he like me, Mommy?

You didn't talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?

It's been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven't talked to me or touched me or anything since that. Don't you still love me, Mommy? I still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don't you do that when you're awake, any more?

I'm 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren't you proud of me? We're going somewhere today, and it's somewhere new. I'm excited. It looks like a hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell you that? I hope you're as excited as I am. I can't wait.

...Mommy, I'm getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don't know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think something's going to happen soon. I'm really, really, really scared, Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love you!

Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It feels bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!

Don't worry Mommy, I'm safe. I'm in heaven with the angels now. They told me what you did, and they said it's called an abortion.

Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don't you love me any more? Why did you get rid of me? I'm really, really, really sorry if I did something wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why don't you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care about me, and not talk to me. Didn't I love you enough? Please say you'll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don't want to be here, I want you to love me again! I'm really really really sorry if I did something wrong. I love you!

I love you, Mommy.

Every abortion is just…

One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.

If you’re against abortion, reblog.

2010-07-25T12:40:00.001+08:00

Shall update this space of mine since I'm pretty bored.

I have nothing much to say actually. Just that my neck had been feeling out of place these days? And headaches that come on and off are good enough to make me feel worse. ):

Shall end here, my neck is feeling 'loose' again. Ugh.

2010-07-17T09:06:00.001+08:00

Life.

2010-06-27T11:05:00.002+08:00

2010-06-23T20:59:00.002+08:00

2010-06-20T09:38:00.002+08:00

I miss my boyfriend. ):

2010-06-05T20:34:00.002+08:00

Hypocrisy.

Big Friend Friend forever.

2010-05-29T23:53:00.001+08:00

I have a Bff who understands me very well despite knowing me for less than 2 months. He never fail to share his Subway cookies with me whenever I'm hungry. And he just cheered me up with all his life stories.

谢谢你，谢嘉乐。:D

D for

2010-05-29T00:33:00.003+08:00

Disappointments.

2010-05-22T21:37:00.000+08:00

I'm not unwell, got no sore throat, free from flu. Not.

I'm in need of sleep desperately. My eyelids feel heavy the whole day and I hate it this way. Ugh. I guess I shall catch some sleep first. Then wake up to revise through my work later on.

And I miss you.

2010-05-20T22:33:00.004+08:00

Have anyone cried so hard while on the phone with your love one, just cause you haven't heard his voice for more than a week and you miss him badly?

I did.

2010-05-18T22:12:00.002+08:00

Ip Man 2

2010-05-15T10:54:00.003+08:00

Caught this last night. Best ever! (Y)

2010-05-08T23:12:00.002+08:00

Confusing English?

2010-05-02T09:00:00.002+08:00

1. If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge, would they call it Fed UP?
2. Do Lipton Tea employees take coffee breaks?
3. If olive oil comes from olives, where does baby oil come from?
4. If people from Poland are called Poles, why aren't people from Holland called Holes?
5. Do infants enjoy infancy as much as adults enjoy adultery?
6. Why the man who invests all your money called a broker?
7. If horrific means to make horrible, does terrific mean to make terrible?
8. Why is it called building when it is already built?
9. If a book about failures doesn't sell, is it a success?
10. If you're not supposed to drink and drive, then why do bars have parking lots?
11. If you take an Oriental person and spin him around several times, does he become disoriented?
12. If vegetarians eat vegetables, what do humanitarians eat? Humans ?
13. If working hours are meant for working, then why are you reading this? Get Back to WORK!

Words can never say what love can do.

2010-04-27T20:48:00.003+08:00

A boy gave a challenge to his girlfriend to live a day without him.
No communications at all and he said that if she passed it, he’ll love her forever.
The girl agreed. She didn’t text or call him the whole day, without knowing that her boyfriend had only 24 hours to live because he’s suffering from cancer.
She excitedly went to her boyfriend’s house the next day. Tears fell as she saw her boyfriend lying on the coffin with a note on the side saying, ‘You did it, baby. Now, can you do it everyday? I love you.’

Credits: Ketacy

There's never a right time to say goodbye.

2010-04-04T19:01:00.003+08:00

I'm not going to edit the previous post again, cause I'm seriously lazy. For those who wished me on my birthday, thanks alot. I really appreaciate it and those wishes from you all seriously warmed my heart. Though I didn't had luxurious birthday celebration(s), still I wanna thank my Family, Godma and Bibi for making the celebration(s) a simple yet most memorable one. ♥

This would be the last post on Lovelust-betrayal, thus I won't be posting any depressing stuffs here. I want my last post on Lovelust-betrayal to be filled with happy stuffs. In future, I would either be writing all my emotions/thoughts in my personal diary. Or I would just confide in my close ones.

Last but not the least, I would like to thank all again who wished me on my birthday. ^^

Before I end, I wanna wish JasperNeo and Uncle happy birthday.

Goodbye, Lovelust-betrayal.

Can you feel the magic in the air.

2010-04-02T09:46:00.008+08:00

Happy 21st Anniversary to Mummy&Daddy! ♥
Happy 17th to Me!

Thanks alot to all who wished me through phone, Facebook, Msn! ^^

/edit
(I'm editing this post cause I'm obviously bored.)

Audrey
Bibi
Brendan
Cheryl
Christin
Chenhui
Cassandra
Dennis
Dinghan
Eugene
Eray
Family
Felicia
Justin
Limin
Lipin
Minsi
Nathanael
Shihong
Sharzleen
Shuying
Xin Kai
Yifeng
Yanting
Yuhan
Ziting

Okay, this is all I can remember. Will add on more names when I check it out. Lol. :D

Best of all. ♥

2010-03-15T00:17:00.005+08:00

Family is the best.
Bibi is the best.
Chenhui is the best.
Nathanael is the best.

2010-03-11T23:59:00.004+08:00

Actually, I have lots of things that I wanna post. But when I came to this page, my mind went blank totally. -.-

Things to do:

1) Submit Course Acceptance Form. (I was in school, yet I forgot to submit it.)
2) Re-apply Tuition Grant Application.
3) Submit photo, purchase laptop.
4) Double/triple/multiple check(s) when 1-3 is completed.
5) Get the item that I'd left out done asap. (If necessarry.)

Okay, I have got nothing to post now. Cause I'm trying my best to think if I had left out anything. So my mind now, is nothing but school school school. -.-

K, this post feels totally random and redundant. School tommorrow again. Buh-bye.

Horoscopes/Element Signs.

2010-03-11T22:57:00.003+08:00

Fire Signs: Aries, Leo and Sagittarius
Air Signs: Gemini, Libra and Aquarius
Water Signs: Cancer, Scorpio and Pisces
Earth Signs: Taurus, Virgo and Capricorn

Same element ones click best together.
(I took quite some time to digest this sentence. -.-)

This is cool, cause I'm an Aries & Bi is a Sagittarius! ♥♥♥

Credits to Felicia. ^^

2010-03-10T12:32:00.003+08:00

Tuition Grant Application is being sucha bitch now.

Still got 6 more days before deadline is up, 2/3 stuffs still incomplete.
Fuck life.

Because You Loved Me.

2010-03-08T23:35:00.001+08:00

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

Irreplaceable. (L)

2010-03-08T22:13:00.002+08:00

First year. ♥

Shall edit this post later/tommorrow/when I'm free. Pretty not in the mood now. Ugh.

Breakaway.

2010-03-07T21:13:00.003+08:00

I just hope that the enrolment (and appeal) will end soon.
All these are draining me of my energy.

I need a break, from school stuffs.

Big girls don't cry.

2010-03-05T00:40:00.005+08:00

Which kind soul wanna get me a bar of dark chocolate to cheer me up. ):

I. Want. To. Cry. So. Badly.

/edit.

Thanks Bibi & Chenhui bestfriend. :D

2010-03-01T10:59:00.005+08:00

I'm not going to update this blog anymore. I don't see the point anyway. Some stalkers just read this blog and act as if they know me so damn well. Tsktsk. -.- Nothing much to say, I'm lazy to post here. Well, when I wanna update, I will update somewhere else. Or I might just private this page, cause LLB had been with me for so long, yeah, can't bear to see it rotting. Okay, I have no idea what I'm posting bout, cause I just woke up. Can't really think very properly now, I think there will be typos/grammar errors everywhre. Aiya, I don't know why on earth am I even typing all these shit anyway. This post just feels so redundant. K, I'm going to have my breakfast then reply messages. Buhbye.

Mister Muthuuuuuu.

2010-02-23T20:32:00.002+08:00

MUTHU & THE INTERVIEWER

Interviewer : 'What is your birth date?'
Muthu : '13th October.'
Interviewer : 'Which year?'
Muthu : 'Every year.'

MUTHU & HIS MANAGER

The Manager asked Muthu at an interview....
'Can you spell a word that has more than 100 letters in it?'
Muthu replied: 'P-O-S-T-B-O-X.'

MUTHU & LONDON TRIP

After returning from a foreign trip, Muthu asked his wife, 'Do I look
like a foreigner?'
Wife: 'No! Why?'
Muthu : 'In London, a lady asked me, 'Are you a foreigner?'... that's why.'
Wife : (-_-)'''!!!

MUTHU & TOURIST

A tourist from U.S.A. asked Muthu whether any great man was born in his village... Muthu said .. 'No sir, only babies were born here.'

MUTHU & HIS EXPERIMENT

Muthu was doing an experiment with a cockroach.
First he cut off one leg and told it to 'WALK! WALK!' The cockroach walked.
Then he cut off it's second leg and told the same. The cockroach walked.
Then he cut off the third leg and did the same.
Finally, he cut off it's fourth leg and ordered it walk! But the cockroach didn't walk.
Suddenly, Muthu said loudly, 'I found it. If we cut a cockroach's four legs, it becomes deaf.'

MUTHU & DRIVER

When Muthu was travelling with his wife in a motorised tricycle, the driver adjusted the mirror.
Muthu shouted, 'You are trying to see my wife, eh? ??? Go sit in the back. I will drive !!! '

MUTHU GOES TO HOTEL

Muthu went into a hotel.
To wash his hands, he went to the washbasin.
Then when he had finished, he started washing the basin.
Seeing this, the manager asked what was he doing.
Muthu pointed towards the signboard
'*****WASH BASIN******'

MUTHU & INTERVIEWER - FINAL PART

Interviewer : 'Just imagine you're in the 20th floor of a building and it's on fire. How will you escape?'
Muthu: 'It's simple.. I will just stop my imagination.'

The PRESS

At a political rally, Muthu was arrested. Why?
Because a woman journalist with a badge which read 'PRESS'
pinned on the right part of her blouse walked past him... and he did it!

Laugh out loudddddd~

2010-02-23T17:29:00.004+08:00

Ugh, I'm uber irritated now.
You just simply irks me. Yes, you.

P/S: Picnic on Thursday with clique! ^^
P/P/S: Chenhui Bf coming back on Thursday! :D

Me, myself and I.

2010-02-20T00:24:00.004+08:00

1) I'm so bored.
2) I'm so hungry.
3) I'm gossiping with Felicia.
4) I miss school.
5) I miss clique.
6) I want go shopping.
7) I hate the weather.
8) I feel lame/sad/inferior/insecure.
9) I ate spicy spaghetti today.
10) I slept like a log in the afternoon.
11) I'm gonna have a sore throat soon.
12) I feel like changing my blong link.
13) I want to get a new bag.
14) I want to have h2h talk with Bi again/soon.
15) I love my family.
16) I shall go on a diet.
17) I got addicted to Bejeweled/Solitaire.
18) I craved for Astons/Billy Bombers.
19) I shall pack my study table soon.
20) I wanna catch Disney On Ice.
21) I got a brown blue black.
22) I shall start saving money.
23) I shall stop munching on CNY goodies.
24) I must stop being lazy.
25) I should start exercising soon.
26) I'm on the phone with my Bi.
27) I had nightmare of my maid.
28) I feel tired but I can't sleep.
29) I can't think of anymore to write.
30) I shall stop blogging now.

2010-02-07T22:37:00.004+08:00

I detest being insecure.
I detest being paranoid.
I detest being out of place.

I'll be gone. Goodbye.

Reminisce.

2010-01-28T00:09:00.024+08:00

4e6! ♥

Rainbow! ♥

Mrs Cheng! ♥

♥♥♥

Browse through Fb when I was bored. Saw these pictures and decided to post it up.

Credits to the photographers. :D

Xoxo,

Good-bye.

2010-01-06T22:48:00.003+08:00

I'll be back when I feel like it.

2010-01-05T23:59:00.004+08:00

~~Friends? Bullshit.~~
~~Love? Bullshit.~~

Say the hearts are over the world tonight.

2010-01-05T00:34:00.004+08:00

Bibi: no no u are my pearl ♥
Dawn: why?
Bibi: coz even if people wan u i also wont give ♥

This retarded boy. I wanted to be diamond one lo. :/ Lol. Andand, I had to cook up the lamest excuse ever, just to ask him let me win in the Msn's Tic-Tac-Toe Game. Hahah. Andandand, he bought me a towel. Best is, it's a Mickey towel lehhhhh! Happy or what. ^^

Off to play Tic-Tac-Toe (and lose to him).

Tattoo.

2010-01-03T23:04:00.002+08:00

I loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo

Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you

If I live every moment
Won't change any moment
Still a part of me and you
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything I do

Dedications. (L)

2010-01-03T16:16:00.006+08:00

It's third day 2010 already. Looking back at 2009, I went through lots of ups and downs. Thanks family, Bibi and friends for being there for me. Yeah, I'm very emotional and I always cry over the slightest thing (be it pleasant/unpleasant) in year 2009. Lol.

I have the best Mama ever. Not only she supported me to go to work, asked me to treasure my job (cause job difficult to find in this times) and she constantly encouraged me whenever I feel like quitting my job. Lol. Mama always crack her brain to think what she should cook for me so I can bring it to work for lunch/dinner. People at workplace are often envious of me, cause I always bring home cook food to eat. Heh. ^^ After work, Mama would also fetched me from YCK station, so I no need take bus home. She would also dabao food that I craved for whenever I'm hungry. Arigato~ ♥

I have a wonderful Papa too, though Papa is irritating at times. :/ Papa supported the idea of me working, though his initial plan was for me to work for him. Hahah. Papa would always encourage me to hold on to the job too. Thanks and love Papa! ♥

I also have a irritating, lame, funny, loveable and wonderful sister! Lol! Thanks for the Mickey pillow, which you ended up giving it to Eileen, cause you were too shy to pass it to me face to face. Heh. Love too. ♥

Shall skip Bibi's one, since I sent it to him on Msn already. Lol. And he kept agreeing to whatever I sent him, cause I kept singing praises of him. Hahaha, buay paiseh one him! :D Lovelove too! ♥

Not forgetting my dearest clique and bestest friends I have. (: I wanna thank them for the nice and memorable memories they gave me. And also, those who stood by me and lent me a listening ear when I needed them. Lovelovelove too! ♥

2010-01-02T23:32:00.000+08:00

I shall post tomorrow. Stomach don't really feel quite well now.

Byebye.

Worthyness.

2010-01-02T00:16:00.002+08:00

I'm gonna prove my worth to you (all) someday.

2010-01-01T11:11:00.002+08:00

2010!
Okay, sound like some suaku like that. -.-

I got angry in the first morning of 2010, like 5+ in the morning. Thanks to some ignorant fool. -'-
I hate you. Totally.

Bi's mum bought me a bracelet leh! Like omg! I was damn touched and wanted to cry, but I didn't cause I would look damn silly. :/ Lol.

I think one of my NY resolution should be, be less emotional and stop crying over slightest thing. Hahahah! When I mean slightest, it's really over the slightest stuffs. Damn.

Kay, I'm hungry. Mummy bought my favourite pork porridge from 628, I shall go and eat now. After which, I shall rest for awhile, and have my beauty sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep. ^^

BESTfwien. (:

2009-12-31T14:30:00.003+08:00

Today:

1) I met Marilynn at Tiong Bahru.
2) Think we boarded the same train, just that miss one another.
3) Take bus to I-don't-know where.
4) Talked about stuffs on the way there.
5) Found out we had so many things in similar.
6) Went to return uniform, while Marilynn kept her stuffs.
7) Headed to 313@Somerset.
8) Walkwalk, sit down, talktalk.
9) Had LJS for lunch cause was really hungry.
10) I left for home while Marilynn left for work.

2009-12-30T23:40:00.001+08:00

S-I-G-H!

Feeling hungry? (:

2009-12-30T22:42:00.005+08:00

The 1100th post. Cooooool! C:

Random-ness.

2009-12-30T18:32:00.006+08:00

I am hungry.
I feel like updating, but there's nothing to update.
I ate super nice prata just now.
I feel bored.
I am chatting with Bibi online.
I miss B1's staff and Angel.
I craved for Astons.
I forgot Justin's birthday.
I just quarelled with Bibi over the lamest thing.
I need to start saving money.
I should stop eating so much.
I think I have short arms.
I ate dried mangoes.
I shall update later.
I just forgave Bibi.
I am meeting Marilynn tomorrow.
I need to eat more fruits/vege.
I got to get facial foam real soon.
I hate and despise you.
I think I will update tomorrow.
I can touch my nose with my tongue.
I have centre parting fringe now.
I better stop playing Bejewled.
I think I got nothing more else to say.
I miss my Bibi.
I love my Bibi.
I got to go.

2009-12-29T22:33:00.003+08:00

I think my granny is really cool!

(Conversation is translated into English)
M: Me, A: Ahma

M: Ahma, I later going out.
A: You no need inform your boss?
M: I fired my boss already, she also don't trust me.
A: Wah, she don't trust you. Ki honggan, knn.
M: (GASPS!)

Sixteen years of my life, that was my first time ever hearing my granny cursed. O.o She is cool or what? Lol. ♥

2009-12-29T16:35:00.002+08:00

I spent my day out with Felicia and Christin yesterday. ^^ Nice.

I don't like you, from the bottom of my heart. Ever since I heard things about you. Tsk.

I'm hungry, I shall go eat first before I post. Byebye.

2009-12-27T23:40:00.005+08:00

Speaking of roster planning, ask that wonderful supervisor of yours, how many times had she excluded me from the roster. Ended up, me being tossed around the shop for umpteen times just 'cause I was unwanted there.

You'll treat me as a dummy or what? Throw me out of the shop when you'll don't need and expect me to be back at the shop when you're shorthanded. Fuck. Is this how you are supposed to treat your staff? I have my feelings too okay, you shithead. Even J also said, I'm pitiful to be thrown around k.

I tore up complain letter. So what? Whatever the customer wrote ain't facts anyway. Don't ever expect me to admit whatever that isn't true. I won't take this lying down, I swear.

2009-12-27T22:26:00.007+08:00

I fired Angela right in her face, that loser. -'-

I don't see the point of working for you when you don't even have the slightest trust in me. I don't need flowery words from you when you don't even mean what you say. Don't act like you are so interested in my explanation when you'd already long believed the one sided story from that customer. To think, I thought you were the understanding sort who knows what's right and wrong. I'm so wrong to have that mentality. You are actually no different from others in fact.

Without that job of yours, I will still live on well. I don't give a hoot if you ban/blacklist me from the job in future. No way where I will be working for people who treats their staffs like cheap labour anymore.

And I will never forget how you all used throw me around the shop when I'm simply unwanted to you all. Not forgetting, the rudeness and attitude I got from the staffs, supervisors, managers for nothing.

Thanks alot for those who cared, concerned and listened. ^^ Like what I'd said before, those who cared are actually those who I least expect. Thanks a million! :D

Gift Wrap, B1.

2009-12-25T01:33:00.001+08:00

1) Thanks Jenny, Ivy, Angela for their chocolates.
2) Thanks Annie, Wilma, Peilin, Jacquelin for their gifts.
3) Thanks Marilynn for her candy canes.
4) Thanks Denise for her sweets.
5) Thanks SZH for that Christmas card?
6) Thanks to those who sent me greetings.

Gift Wrap extended one more day cause Jenny forgot about it. -.- Ended up, carrying and shifting things here and there. Hahah, had fun there though. :D

I used to hate Gift Wrap when I first entered. When I cleared everything, saw the contractor removing everything, I can't bear to leave the place suddenly. ): I had lots of fun, memorable, ~~unhappy~~ memories there.

I think people at B1 is really cute and funneh. ^^ I miss the people there.

Goodbye, I got nothing much to post already. :/

Hohoho!

2009-12-25T00:46:00.003+08:00

MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS! ^^

Ah, work tomorrow. Sian-ness. -.-

H for? Happy!

2009-12-21T23:19:00.005+08:00

I'm very happy today. Yay!

Firstly, I went Christmas shopping with Bestfriend.
Secondly, We had Bakerzin's cheesecake, which I craved for damn long. :D
Thirdly, Bestfriend didn't mind that 3/4 the time, we're looking for my stuffs.
Fourthly, Bibi bought three presents for me. ^^

Ohya, I must remember to get some wrappers tomorrow, if possible. Heh.

I...

2009-12-21T12:51:00.006+08:00

I never knew how lucky I was in Mango till I got Gift Wrap. :/

I can't wait to go back to Mango by ~~24th/~~25th! Can't wait for the day to come. ): I seriously miss Mango.

I made new friends. Ivan Chua, ~~SZH~~, Josie and Shannon many more. (: Heh. Till now, I'm still thinking about Shannon's surname. Lol! C:

I will be 200$ ricer after 28th December. (Just nice I off day.)

I miss my fat Bi. D:

I started 6 sentences with 'I' Cool or what. :D

From day to night.

2009-12-21T10:48:00.005+08:00

1) Mama sent me to work cause I said I was tired. ♥
2) Realised I forgot my uniform just before work start. :/
3) Rushed home and get it since that JY insist. -.-
4) Back to work at 3+ , helped out Level 1 Fitting Room. (:
5) Dinner, things happened, shall not elaborate. -'-
6) Fitting Room again, supposedly cashier wrapper. C:
7) Helped out Gift Wrapper, since only 1 person there.
8) Had fun time wrapping, laughing, gossiping, cursing. :D
9) Helped pack up after closing.
10) Quickly changed and headed to Mrt.
11) Sister fetched me home.
12) Ate supper, watched tv.
13) Bathed and sweet dreams. ^^

P/S: I think Annie and Wilma is uber cute! Heh. (:

18122009.

2009-12-18T00:22:00.004+08:00

Happy 18th birthday, Big Fat Bibi! ♥
Me love you much much! Heh. <3

Goodluck to those take N levels results also. All the best! C:

2009-12-15T21:26:00.002+08:00

Previous post deleted. Misunderstanding cleared. Friends forever. :D

Met Nat, Scott, Justin at Dhoby Ghaut first. (: Walked over to Cathay since Nat suggested Astons. After we joined in the queue, the uncle told us chicken oos and we went like, okayyyy. no chicken. -.-

Headed to Billy Bombers for lunch instead. Lol. Talked and gossiped before Ivan came over and joined us. Gossiped 'bout primay school life and stuffs throughout lunch. Nice. C: I paid $2 only, since Nat owed me my birthday lunch. (And that's like 8 months + ago.) Heh. ;D Thanks Nat! ^^

Decididng between Couples Retreat/Perfect Getaway. Ended up heading to Marina to bowl. Lol. The quality of the floor was like shit, like what Nat said. -.- Still had fun there, though I cocked up the last game. :/

Headed over to Wisma. Ivan wanted to try his luck to get a job at Mango. Enquired about the vacancies for ad hoc, supervisor said it's all filled. Or not, Ivan could be working at the same place with me lo. Felt bad that the vacancies were filled. ):

Walked round, hoping to search for a new working shoes. I got 4 guys following me entering shoes shops. Hahah. I felt really guilty for that ah. :X But they said it's fine and I should take me time. Lol. (:

They headed for dinner while I left for home. Walked round Amk, was tempted to buy things. Thank God I remembered what Mama told me. Heh. :D Home sweeeeeeet home. ^^

The people who really care, turns out to be the people that I least expect.

1086.

2009-12-13T22:34:00.007+08:00

Favourite day of the week: off day.
Favourite day of the month: pay day.

Hahaha. (:

Off day changed to Tuesday, cause I'm so unwanted on that day. -.-

So, most probably meeting Primary School clique on Tuesday since off day has been change. (: It's been long since I last saw them lo. If I'm not wrong, the last time I saw them was around last year's Christmas season?!

That's almost one year manzxszxs. -.-

Bibi's messages never fail to brighten my day. :D He always message me when I'm feeling down or least expected it. Heh. (Is this the so called telepathy?) And that seriously makes my (working) day! Loves yousxz! ♥

Parents came to fetch me from work today. They watched movie with Sister, without me lo. This makes me feel like quitting 'cause I got no time for them. ): Still, we had dinner together and that makes me happy! :D Sunday, family day~ Heh.

I manage to cough out big lump of phlegm from throat. Suddenly I'm coughing like mad again. :/ My throat starts to hurt, can't sleep well, cough the whole night blahblah. The cycle repeats again. Bullshit.

Gonna sleep after this post, early shift tomorrow. Byebye. :D

Three words.

2009-12-11T11:09:00.000+08:00

I MISS YOU.

2009-12-10T22:52:00.004+08:00

I just received a news that spoils my mood totally. Fuck.

Thanks for abusing the trust I had in you. I've seen your true colours already. You are my friend no more from now on.

2009-12-10T17:33:00.003+08:00

nathanael. says:
ur blogpost kinda funny
haha
shd i say interesting
Dawn. says:
why?
nathanael. says:
haha so sound like u
Dawn. says:
I type de what
hahah
nathanael. says:
lolll

I'm bored. So I'm thinking of whatever things I can think of to post.

Cough is getting much better now. :D Stomach hurts when I cough and I got like lots of phlegm stuck in my throat. -.-

Bibi is away for the second day. ): He said he's gonna get lots of present back for me. Heh. Happy or what. ♥ Still got 3 more weeks before he's back.

Tried using the Facebook account since Nat created. Lol. Felt like some well frog when I started using. :/ Hahah. So I've been accepting and adding friends, since I was bored. I'm still trying to figure out how to use it.

Can't upload pictures. Sister said the cable was rusty? o.O I think I'll borrow Mummy's one and bluetooth the pictures. (:

Okay, I'm trying to make this post look super lengthy. Lol. Lily just tagged me some pictures in Facebook. Aww, how I miss our clique and 4e6. :D The last time I saw them was like on the 24th?

There's so much I want to rant it out here. But I guess it's inappropriate to be posted out here. So I'm just going to end the post here. Byesxzsxzsx. :D

2009-12-10T00:57:00.001+08:00

Nat just created a Facebook account for me. Lol! (: But I'm very lazy to manage it. :/

I will update again. I'm coughing like mad now. D:

Illness(es)

2009-12-09T12:42:00.001+08:00

Last week, I just fell sick and had ear infection. Two days mc.
Before I can recover from the ear infection, I'm down with cough. Two days mc again.

Unlucky or what.

2009-11-26T23:35:00.001+08:00

My feet hurts badly now. ):

/edit

Third day of work was much better. (: Maybe it's because I'm starting to get use to the place? Heh. Starting to understand the place and everything else better. :D

S taught me more on codings, stocks, alteration, fitting room etc. So time seem to past more quickly today. I felt so much better and smarter now. Lol. (:

Bibi came to join me for dinner. But, he didn't even realised he was at the wrong Isetan for like 2 hours plus? :/ He quickly rushed over and had dinner together. Yay! (: (Actually, he watched me eat. Hah.)

After that, was the usual routine. Fold clothings, serve customers and wait for the time to go home. :D Mummy fetched me at YCK mrt and hsh. ;D

2nd.

2009-11-25T21:25:00.000+08:00

Was almost late today, I rushed like some retarded like that. -.- Thank God I made it there in time. :D

Helped to fold the clothings, served the customers. (: Time seemed to pass more quickly today. :D Learnt some stuffs on coding, more about Mango and stocks in the storeroom. Heh. (:

My food got locked in the locker room during dinner time. Forgot to get it down when I was rushing. -.- Lucky YY lent me money first. :D Thanks a million! ;D Spent like $6.50 on a meal. ): Heart pain, some more the chicekn rice not nice. :/

After dinner, continued working. (: Fold and served, again. I find it quite interesting. :D Time seemed to pass very quickly, cause QR was there I guess. Had a nice time with her. :D

After work, parents came to fetch me. HSH. :D

2009-11-25T08:26:00.001+08:00

Every now and then, I am constantly reminding myself that:
I (must) love Mango.

My back hurts badly. Fuck.

W.I.M

2009-11-23T21:15:00.001+08:00

First day at first official work.

Headed to Wisma. Dina and I were trying to figure out the way to enter. Lol. Had briefing and stuffs from the HR. Salary was lesser than what we were told. :/

Got posted to Mango. (: Helped to fold the clothings and put back at original place. Still got much more to learn, so nothing to post yet. Heh. :D

Damn tired after work, back hurts badly. -.-

I was telling Bi about every thing/one I saw/heard during work. He said I was like a country bumpkin who went to the big city to work. :X Stupid boy, like that say me. :/

2009-11-20T20:57:00.002+08:00

Done! (:

Will edit the blogskin later, after Temptation of Wife. :D

/edit

I just heard something that is damn nonsensical. Hahah, I can't help but laugh and feel curious at the same time. O.o ?

2009-11-20T18:49:00.005+08:00

Walao, I almost got a male shoes for work when I couldn't fit in the female sizes. -.- I swear, I almost cried on the spot, knowing that I might not be able to find a pair of shoe for work. D:

Got my passport photo done. The uncle didn't do the red-eye thing, so my eyes looked red. -.- The uncle is friendly and nice anyway. (:

I think I should stop watching Temptation of Wife for the moment. I dreamt of the show when I was sleeping just now. Totally freaky. I almost couldn't wake up from the dream, cause I wanted to know more about the show. Hahah! :D

My sister said the Bata heels look cheapo. :/ Like, what can I do. Most shoes also don't have my size. She's making me regret not getting the Charles and Keith one. Bobian, high high-heels ain't good for my neck. ):

Shall change m blogskin ~~now~~ later, I believed this is the third time I'm saying this already. Heh. :D I'm gonna watch Temptation of Wife first, it's 7 already!

2009-11-20T07:21:00.008+08:00

Actually, I've got not much to post. I think I'm just wasting my time recently. :/ Hahah.

Things that I've been doing these days:

1) Watch Temptation/(lure) of wife. :D
2) Eat & sleep.
3) Help out at office.
4) Out.

Yeah, boring/lifeless. I knowwwww. (:

Decent flower to go with decent girl. :D (~~joke~~ of the day with Nat!)

Things to do:

1) ~~Black covered shoes~~, ~~shirt~~, ~~pants.~~
2) Get my nails trim/cut.
3) ~~Find hair curler.~~
4) ~~2 passport size photos.~~
5) Copy of IC.

I finally eat Yong Tau Hu(?) yesterday, after craving for 3 days. Walao, not up to standard one lo. -.- Made me feel so disappointed. D:

Will change blogskin soon. (:

2009-11-18T00:06:00.002+08:00

I'm gonna change my blogskin soon, hopefully. (:

I just hope that one day you'll understand what are we going through now.

Flying without wings.

2009-11-15T10:34:00.002+08:00

How I wish I could just drop dead right now...

I-r-r-i-t-a-t-e-d.

2009-11-11T22:37:00.002+08:00

I AM VERY IRRITATED NOW. NOT EVEN HAPPY FOR THE SLIGHTEST BIT. I NEED SOMEHWERE TO VENT IT OUT. -.-

CAN'T COMPLAIN TO BI, TEST TOMORROW. CANNOT DISTURB HIM. K, NEVER MIND. I SHALL TALK TO CHOP CHOP NOW. COMPLAIN TO CHOP CHOP = COMPLAIN TO BI. JUST THAT I WON'T GET ANY REPLY AND NO COLD JOKES. ):

BYE, NO MOOD. TSK. -.-

2009-11-11T22:00:00.003+08:00

The laptop is very very very laggggggggy now. -.-

O levels ended for me already, officially. :D Very happy. No words can describe how happy I am now. (:

Somehow, I got nothing to post. I found my black Cotton On shirt. Heh. (: I can manage Science Mcq. (: I had Subway for dinner. Double chocolate + macadaemia(sp). (:

Happy, very. :D

Oh ya, just when I was about to refrain from eating fried food, Mama fried drumstick for lunch! Too tempting, so I ate one. :D And I heard the Channel 8 news reporter cough out of nowhere? Lol. :D

I talked to Dennis Kuku just now. Talking to Christin and Nat right now. :D Nat just realised he owed me a lunch. (heh, free lunch.)

Bi studying for tomorrow's test. He said I was a copy cat. :/ Nah, it's copy meow hor. (: Shhh. Lol.

I'm posting rubbish now like totally. So out of nowhere. -.- I'm just very happy. (: I realised, I keep using 'happy', '(:'. ':D'

Hahahahahahahahah. I shall stop posting now and go blog hopping. Heh. ;D Hop hop hop. Bye bye! :)

I wonder what we mean to you.

2009-11-10T17:33:00.003+08:00

Iie'm berry verry happie now nehsxzsx. Laugh out loud. (:

Okay, Chinese paper ended. So I'm only left with Science Mcq. -claps. Heh. :D I will be a free bird after tomorrow's Mcq. :D

I believe I can flyyyyyyyyyyyyy~ (k, I'm abit too high.)

After school, walked to backgate with Christin and Rouhui. Saw this seriously weird uncle. He started singing, smiling, laughing, talking out of nowhere. Walao, scare me. -.- Thank God I had company. (:

Boarded bus with Christin. Saw this super cute girl beside me. She looked so independent and cheerful sitting without her mama. I think if I was her age, not sitting beside my mama, I would probably just freak out. :/

Okay, shall stop typing already. Or not, this post will never end. I still got lots of rubbish to type. Lol. Anyway, I ate 2 piece chicken yesterday with Bi and Yifeng. So fattening, but so happy. Hahah. Shall start my diet today. No more fried/junk food. I promised.

Okay, seriously must stop already. Byebyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. :D

2009-11-08T12:07:00.000+08:00

I just heard the most ridiculous thing ever. Tsk.
Have some shame, you bitch.

Because You Loved Me

2009-11-08T00:41:00.000+08:00

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

2009-11-07T22:47:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Granny! ♥
Happy birthday Cheryl Daughter! :D

Helped to make sushi. Gave up halfway cause was really warm and tired. D: Mummy, Sister, Sally Aunty, Puny, Nelly helped to prepare lots of food. :D I finger got cut by the tongs. -.-

The celebration was fine. :D Had lots of fun/laughter/screaming/crying/shouting etc. Lol. (: Still, I enjoyed myself. Heh. Didn't really eat alot today, spent my time playing with the kids. (:Cut cake, eat cake. Glad that everyone had fun.

Okay, I'm very tired now. And I got nothing more to post. Just that had Seoul Garden yesterday. Love their Brownie. :D I shall go and bathe soon. Reek of satay and prawns smell. Hahah. ;D

Goodbye Lovelust-betrayal. <3

2009-11-06T07:45:00.004+08:00

Two more papers to go, before O levels ends. :D

Wondering if I should get the Cotton On shoes. It fits perfectly, but no one size bigger. Scared I might out-grow the shoes in just months time? ): On the happier side, I managed to get something. Lol.

I tried on Bi's shoes and we realised my feet is bigger than his! Hahah. (: and he called me a toa-cah-soh for that. :X I don't know if I should feel happy or sad about that. ):

Granny's birthday celebration tomorrow. Looking forward to it, cause there will be lots of delicious food. :D Heh. Can't wait for tomorrow to come.

Omg, speaking of food. I'm hungry. D: but I've been eating alot of junk food lately. Confirm gained weight already one lo. -.- Shall stop binging on food after tomorrow. Shall eat healthy food. I will refrain from eating junk food/fried food. Determine! :D

Okay, I think I've posted enough nonsense. Shall go have my breakfast now. :D Goodbye Lovelust-betrayal. I will be back soon. Hehe. :D

One more thing before I go off, I'm so sorry Christin. D: Hope you don't take it to heart. Love you! (L)

Xoxo,

Lamesxzszxsz.

2009-11-03T08:13:00.005+08:00

I'm very lazy to post. :/

Globalisation came out! I almost cried when I saw the question. Hahah. Hopefully I did well for the essay. :D

Studied for a few hours before Chemistry paper. Forgot to take me calculator. >< Thank God I remembered. Chemistry was fine, I reckon? What I read through came out, I forgot some. (Like expected.) Pray hard I can score well. :D

Nothing more to post. Feel like going Seoul Garden and start binging on food. Thought 'bout exercising, no time. -.- I seem to be eating alot, exams stress. Sian 1/4. Sleep deprived. 1/2.

I don't know what am I like typing. This whole post seems to be meaningless. No one reading anyway. So who cares 'bout the nonsense. I don't know what I'm typing again. Never mind. Shall go and eat now. Byebyeeeeeeeeee. :D